again ,a insomnia plus depressive night.
i hate this kind of feeling,but i can't stop it.
feeling of left behind , lost of the way to go, lost of mind , lost of soul.
maybe , is the caffein fault. inducing depress and stress again and again.
or maybe i should blame the raining whether.
i was unable to count the tears coming out.
i was thinking of previous years, previous days which i try hardly to forget.
i was thinking of ex-roomate , her words , then the tears coming out like to pipe water ,unable to stop then i let it go .
but it comes again and again.
sometimes smile is tiring than crying.
i cannot denied there is a harsh auditory hallucination on my mind , comes and then go.
intermittently pushing me.
the tears now stop.
but the rain still continues.
with some songs, my feeling getting better right now.
it will be fine , i told myself.
雨過天晴，讓時間帶走吧！:)
ReplyDeleteYou'll be fine, 太阳照射下来的那一刻，拥抱它吧！你将拥有快乐。
ReplyDelete加油。
have a short rest before you continue the "journey". Let your exhausted mind free from the heavy workload.
ReplyDeleteYes, you'll be fine~ You'll be able to catch up.
The tiring days will never stop. But sometimes between the days, you just need to stop a while and have fun. Let your body and mind have time to re-energize and start working again. ^_^
Good luck!
隐子， Yean : 我比昨天好多， 没什么， 只是累了，三更半夜唠叨几句而已 :)
ReplyDeleteLee Hwa : just,ermm, get stuck in the middle,and unable to function myself suddenly .my process so slow, and alot to cover,cnt stop anxiety..but now i try to have a free mind.rest ? hoho,i sleep alot dy in this raining days....haha, good luck to u too :) :)
(coffee always give me side effect !!!)